Some New Pictures

This was our best attempt at a fun Christmas jammies picture...didn't really work out as well as we'd hoped!











Here is little man hanging out in the boppy, watching tv, I'm sure...












My FAVORITE pictures of this sweet boy are these big grins! I love how he just smiles with his whole face!















showing off my new and improved chunky legs, and...sitting with sister!

Nothing "New"

There is not much news right now, which is nice because things are good, but it also means that we are at a standstill. Our upcoming 4 month appointment on Feb. 6th is all I have to look forward to. And with that, I'm trying not to get my hopes up for anything related to surgery...last week our pediatrician called me and was excited about Calder's weight gain, BUT really hoped that we could get him into the 25th percentile before the surgery. Sadly, my little munchkins just aren't 25th percentile kids. Caydree never was, and I'm not going to assume that we can get there with Calder either...so hopefully we can just prove that the gain is dramatic enough, and CONSISTENT. That's what I thought they were looking for to begin with?!

Being the control freak that I am, this whole experience has been very difficult for me, I feel like we are doing all the right things, but still have no control. I know it will work out when it is supposed to, but putting it off just makes me crazy about all the other things in the future: his palate surgery, hearing and speech to name my biggest concerns. But, for now we just keep waiting...

So, my goal is to get more recent pictures of the chunky-monkey up here today...and maybe put the last of the Christmas decorations away...FOR REAL! Somehow, all of the things I still have control over aren't getting done either, so I don't know what my problem is!?

Weight Check

Today was our weight check...and we are up to 12.1 pounds! He gained 1.4 lbs in 2 weeks, which is awesome! Typical weight gain at this age is anywhere from 4-8 ounces per week, 8 oz being on the really HIGH side. That rice cereal is working it's magic, and Mama is happy about it! SO, our 4 mo. well baby check is on Feb 6th, and hopefully they will have a new surgery date for us then! In the meantime, we will keep chugging the cereal and giving this little man a double chin!

12 pounds!

I finally put Calder on the scale this evening, and he weighed just over 12 pounds! I'm sure it isn't super accurate...but enough to make me happy! A week and a half ago he was 10.13, so he is at least up one pound. That is hopefully enough to have them schedule a new surgery date, power of positive thinking!

the weight...

Well, since my scale battery died just before Christmas (how convenient for me...) I have not been able to weigh the little man. Getting another one should be more of a priority, but I think there was something about it that I've just been trying to ignore. Maybe I was scared that he wasn't going to be gaining...maybe I thought I would analyze every ounce...I don't know.

I do know he is gaining, just not how much. The most obvious signs are the double chin and the chubby toes! Maybe I'll be able to get a picture and/or a battery today to find out just how much. The pediatrician didn't give us a goal weight or rate of gain, I just know we need to fatten him up! Update to come!

hi ho, hi ho, it's off to work I go...

Yes, we have been watching Snow White, and yes, I go back to work tomorrow. I'm anxious to have our routine back...that is the only really difficult thing about long breaks. Everyday for the last week Caydree has asked me if she is going to Linda's--that is daycare, and it makes me feel like chopped liver, but I know she loves it, and that makes me happy!! She misses her friends and her routine too!

So, even though there are no kiddos tomorrow (we have meetings all day) we will see if I can make it on 4 hours of sleep. I had a lot to do tonight, and I'm still not done! Thank goodness I can type this while I pump! LOL. So, off to bed for now!

Rice cereal

So I have a few complaints about rice cereal. First of all, I will say that I still do not feel 100% comfortable feeding it to my 3 month old in a bottle...but that is not something I have control over at this point. It is weight they want, so rice cereal we get! Calder seems to like it just fine, after my experimentation and mastery of thickness/consistency and the opening in the nipple! I think it makes him sleepy, but he needs rest to grow too, right?? Our weight check is on the 20th, so I'm hoping that this has made enough of a difference!

I guess my biggest complaint about rice cereal is how messy it is! It sticks to everything...wet or dry! Those little flakes are all over my counter, all the time. Then when you try to wipe them up with something damp or wet, they just smear sticky rice starch all over! Break out the dust-buster to clean this stuff up...gross. It's not quite as easy as powdered formula either, at least that can be shaken. WELL, technically I'm not shaking anything. Fun fact about breast milk is that it is not supposed to be shaken, so we "swirl"--A LOT. :) Needless to say, rice cereal does not swirl well either. Guess I'll be carrying another utensil with me in the diaper bag--something I can use to stir! Mixing is key, otherwise it is gloppy and has chunks!

None of it matters though, I'd do ANYTHING for my little man!

We'll keep you posted on weight. I'd hop on the scale to do a check here at home, but my battery died! So the 20th it is...this kid better be above the 3rd percentile!!